Brailroom

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Cuz I got my lips on my last cigarette/
And I can’t recall the last time I took an honest breath/
Now I’m on a road to a place that I used to used to know/
I don’t come here much anymore but it feels like a lot like home/
These days they come and go so fast and I’m all alone/
And I cling on to everything around me to feel anything at all/
I can’t tell if I’m in tune in truth with the way I feel/
So I wrote this song to see if I’m in love or in love with the idea/

I’m an a gentlemen, smooth with the penmenship/
creative as newborn except with the sentences/
Could never see myself in a white collar environment/
Don’t got a job yet I think about retirement/
Funny how old habits become new ones/
And you become a person god only knows who wants/
Shit I’m only 18 but I live a lot older/
if you’re hungry get to know me I got chips up on my shoulder/
I’m unhealthy but obsessed with my well being/
Given a gift ill never live to be rich/
But ill stomp on these tracks till my feet go numb/
I’d rather die than live life to the beat of your drum/
chill with the dudes and the bros/
and the goons and the hoes/
and the gangsters and a preps/
And hang with all the rest/
I’m complex and i said that I thought id never make it/
but the lost beat the odds and find their way to being famous/
Addictive personality or this filter don’t filter too much/
Until I’m famous all I needs a few bucks cuz/

I got a short fuse though I’m very understanding/
And ill verbally abuse you till I’m getting reprimanded/
Let’s go stand up on a hill side we’ll ride til I feel high/
And you can find me jottin down ill rhymes/
To kill time as long as you stick by my side/
can’t feel me? than ill start writing braille lines/
And I love a few of you no need to say who you are/
That I’d listen to for days to cure the pain in your heart/
But yall act like you don’t give a all the sudden/
And theres blood on my back from the knife stuck in it/
Now yall are dead to me these thoughts are behind me/
But the stained thread and seams always remind me/
And you’re periodic texts don’t pass as a redeemer/
But I’m on my way to college and the grass is always greener/
And I mean this when I say it save your pity if youre one/
now I am done let my lifes smoke into your lungs cuz

Duration : 0:4:26

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